From where I started to where I am today
The journey has been long and tiring
From nothing to something that I am today
It’s not been an easy journey

Tried with luck; Tried with hard work
Tried with destiny too
But nothing worked for me
It’s not been an easy journey

Found trust lost trust too
Found friends but lost them too
Found money, even lost that one too
But the journey continued

Today I stand facing the world
It’s beckoning me to start all over again
While I miss the trust and faith
Without which it’s a tough journey again

I want to move on
Even without my friends and money
As life moves on; I move on with it
To a journey that never concludes

Walking alone on this path
With guts and determination
With success joining hands with me
I want to continue the journey again
A journey where people would remember me
As the woman who won million hearts

Chaya ----personification of death


Meri chaaya meri samne aakar khadi hogayi
Aur ek pe ek sawal karne lagi

Tu aisi kyo ,tu waise kyo…
Tune ye kyo kiya,tune who kyo kiya
Kyo tere gaal itne ruckhe rehte
Kyo teri aankhein hamesha namb rehte

Kaha gaye tere sapne saare
Aur kaha chutha tera who kinara
Kaha gaye tere mann ki udhan
Aur tere pyar ki pehchaan


Kyo tu itni gumsum rehti
Kyo tu itni mar mar ke aahe bharti
Mausam badle ruth sunehri aaye
Na na karte kyo chodi tune jine ki asha


Mei boli

Arey chaya….meri hi tu na parchayi
Nahi samajthi tu kya kya beet rahi
Kyo tu bhi mujhe sataye
Kyo hazar sawal kiye jaye

Jawab nahi re kisi ka bhi
Aur dhoodne ki shamtha bhi nahi
Door ho gayi tu bhi mere paas se
Sirf beithi hu tere milne ki aas pe

Money Power

Got up in the morning, another day at work…..
Told Oh Goddddddd! Gimme a break
Thinking of the competition to achieve something
Decided to go to work bcoz after all its MONEY

Cursing the transport caught the bus for work
Wished to make an accident and lie in hospital…
Everything was going fine unless thought about the medical bill
Decided to go to work bcoz after all its MONEY

Saw the urchins begging for food with torn clothes
How lucky they were as they had no deadlines to meet
Came near me a child begging …just a sigh I gave
Decided to go to work bcoz after all its MONEY

Talking to the dumb screen. looking for hours
But not getting a reply …simply staring at me
Thought of breaking it…but afraid of the company claim
Decided to go to work bcoz after all its MONEY

Thought of being a housewife rushed to my mind
Looking after the house and children I rejoiced
Was happy till I imagined my hubby getting red of the expenses I made
Decided to go to work bcoz after all its MONEY

So being happy as I am and accepting every moment with a smile
Trying to complete the work and rest for a while…
Going home and have a blast for the weekend
Decided to start work bcoz after all its MONEY……

A long wait....
Miss stood there in front of lake, waiting for Mr, every evening. He was never impunctual in any of his deeds nor was Miss.. But what was making Mr take unsually such a long time today.. making it a long wait for Miss. 10 mins passed and within this time Miss weaved all sorts of weird thoughts of him getting late. She re-thought was it her craze that made her forget it to be another weekend. But no, it wasn’t,it was just Thursday.. Neither the day nor the time of 7:00 pm in the evening was a culprit.. something somewhere was wrong…

Another 15 mins passed with Miss never realizing the fact that he was already 20 mins late for the most awaited moment of her life. But then again as people say love is blind… wasn’t it true that she wished only to see wht was the demand of tht moment. All the more coz Miss was totally blindfolded by Mr’s love and same was the case with Mr. Finally after a long wait Mr appeared somewhere behind the bridge..

It was the most awaited moment for Miss and it was totally visible in every ex-pression that took shape on Miss’s face… Mr walked out of the bike and confronted Miss who was as ever with the same charming smile on her face even without a single drop of complain. But Miss found the full absence of that mesmerizing and charming smile, usually well – knit on Mr’s face. The long wait never even slightly had an impact on Mr.. but now the killing thing was the very presence of Mr’s blank face.. what, when and how went wrong and that too within few hrs of night time (where they weren’t 2gether)...

Finally after a long pause as usual Miss took the initiative to wish him a sweet "good evening" and it didn’t take long for Mr to get a small curve of artificial smile on his face… Without uttering even a single word Miss started walking with Mr on her side, to cover the distance from lake side to the steps of the lake… Both of them felt the distance never ending with the killing silence having engulfed both of them. Finally Miss took the initiative and asked "Whats the matter??"...Mr ended every chance of further questioning with a simple answer "Miss I m finally leaving..."

Miss was totally blank to pose any other question…what was wrong on her part for him to have taken such a decision… And finally a retrace back made her understand many a things… And her only next question was "where????". The answer Mr gave drained her of all the pleasures in life that she had already dreamt of, for the next 7 births. He had not only decided to leave the place but also Miss… what was the reason never anyone knew except for Mr and Miss, which Mr finally shared on their last date at their favorite spot and that too that very night at 12:00 (what a time and location)…

The only thing that remains today is the long distance separating Mr and Miss.... Miss and Mr are still madly in love but the name for that love has changed... hope in next birth they get united without the insane reason that separated them out in this birth.....

Hum jaise ab hein waise na the pehle…
Aaj jaise haalat hein…kabhi na the aise pehle
Tum kaha ho kasie ho hume nahi pata…
Pata hein toh sirf tum ho yehi kahi…..

Rahhein alag hui….zindagi badal gayi
Kabhi na honge alag ye socha ..par khuda ki thi kuch aur manjoori
Tumne bhi na socha kasie hoga…bas chal diye..
Na tumne na khuda ne jana humari manjoori

Aaj ek mod par khade hokar picche mude..
Toh tanhayi kea lava kuch nahi…
Sab ne us mukam par saath chode…
Jahan chaiye thi ek humdum zaroori

Tum ne apna farz nibhaya..hume tanha chod…
Humne farz nibhaya..khushiya chod..
Tumhara jeevan toh abad ho gaya
Hamara kya jiska jeevan hi barbad ho gaya

Socha tha ki tum samjhoge hame..
Galat the hum jab kisine ne na samjha hame
Shayad kamiya hummei hi thi…..
Nahi toh tum chod na jata hame

Zindagi se kuch na maanga aur sirf ek saath tumhara
Taqdir ko thi kuch manjoor na diya saath tumhara
Beech raaste chod tum chal diye apni raahoein par…
Ye sochkar ki koi aur thamega haath hamara..

Koi aur aye toh kaise aaye..dil mein sirf naam tumhara..
Tumhein usse kya..de diya tumne kisi aur ko jeevan tumhara..
Hum lakh roye ..tadpe…na suni hamari fariyaad tumne
Badte gaye tum zindagi mein..kisi aur ka haath thame

Aaj bhi unhi raastoein par nazar tikhaye hein..
Jaha par tumhare aane ki koi gunjhaish nahi..
Kahi bhoole se tum aajao..yehi soch bethe hein
Kasie samhe hum …ki tumhein hum yaad nahi..

Woh raastein jaha hum haath thame saath saath chale…
Aaj unhi raastoein par hum akele akele chale..
Mahine bethe ..Saal bethe…zamane badal gaye…
Kuch na badla toh sirf pyaar hamara…

Beithe the ye sochkar ki galat kaha hue hum….
Kuch bhi na kehkar jo mukar gaye tum…
Kabhi na socha aayega ye pal…
Kabhi na socha kaise bitayenge ye pal…



Tumhari halat sochkar sambhal gaye…
Nahi toh kab ke tut kar bikhar jate
Tum bin hum kuch aise hue..
Jaise bina majhdhar ke kashti hui

Sab ne jab saath choda.. tumne asara diya
Lekin jab tumne choda toh kisine na diya
Roye apni kismet par jo tumhein na pa sake..
Sath ho kar bhi tumhein kabhi na apna sake

Today as we are away, I realize the meaning of love
‘Love’ the four letter word sounds so simple, difficult to understand
The meaning, one won’t realize until u have lost one
Such beautiful in its own way is the feeling of love

Sometimes we wait for years probably an entire life for someone
Sometimes the person is too known that we ignore someone
Sometimes we know its worth once it has gone
Such beautiful in its own way is the feeling of love

We fight over Topics not known, not realizing the value of time
The time will pass without even giving a sigh
We sit and cry over the lost time which could be filled with love
Such beautiful in its own way is the feeling of love

I am alone...not knowing where u r
Thinking over the times we shared... not knowing where u r
Longing for the huggie and touch… not knowing where u r
Such beautiful in its own way is the feeling of love

Looking at the passers by...I am thinking about you
Looking at the sea side giving a warm breeze… I am thinking about you
Looking at the love birds...I am thinking about you
Such beautiful in its own way is the feeling of love

Today I lie in my death bed with all my loved ones…
I told God wait...let me have a glimpse of my beloved one….
Come my child…he is in .my arms was the reply
Tears rolled by when I saw u my eyes closed

Ya Friends…….
Such beautiful in its own way is the feeling of love